The Buried Life

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❝ We all know we have a finite period of time. I just feel if I’m going to be alive, I want to be challenged—to be as immortal as possible. The path to that isn’t an easy way, but it’s a rewarding way. ❞— Frank Ocean

Ramblings of a practically mind fucked kid!!!!

Suppose to be on hiatus till 14th Dec but damn got to say people, I can't study anymore!!! I'm practically mind fucked because of the many sections and cases that I got to read and they all seem to be endless and damn it so fucking tiring!! Seriously waiting for 14th Dec to come soon because I seriously don't want to study anymore. It's cold and fuck who would want to study in the cold???

Aaaaahhhhh 14th Dec C.O.M.E. S.O.O.N!!!

On hiatus till 14th December because of the End-semester exams. Take care till then people!!

~PEACE!!

The dusk scene in Shillong that takes my breathe away everytime.

Word!!! ^.^

Finally done waking up early, sitting for long lectures, running around for attendance, making up excuses and writing projects that seem to never end and getting sleepless night (for this semester off course) but the sad part of this is the fact that End-Sem exams are just around the corner and to be honest I seriously I'm not in the mood to open my books and read about how laws were made and the cases that seem to be written in alien language that seem to be fucked up as hell.

This is pure #KillJoy T.T

Rantings of a kid stuck in between books

Hey guys, long time no see right? Lol XD Yeah even I agree! It's been pretty long since I've last updated my blog since usually my updates would be once a week but the workload got pretty heavy and in the end I was caught up with projects that should have been over but the professors thought it was the best way to keep themselves entertain and ended in giving us another fucking workload of projects that included thirty topics that needed to be hand written.

HANDWRITTEN!! (Yeah people, its a fucked up Indian education) Bloody fucking retarted if I say so myself. Anyway I don't want to rant about unnecessary things especially about projects because trust me I'm practically fed up with it.

Today's rantings is however about something that I know every law student would understand and that is the fact that no matter how hard we work we end up getting our asses kicked HARD! The never ending cycle of six months spent in attending classes, listening to the never-ending discussions on topics that doesn't make sense and running around finding materials for the so called projects that need to be completed and preparing for the finals has taken a big toll on me and I know I do not stand alone in this.

Ahhh, I seriously wish I could finish this course as soon as possible because trust me my patience is running low and the frustrations are on a all time high most of the time now. Seeing friends who study beside with me in high school finishing their College and right now working or are getting their Masters done as we speak, does not make me feel all too good about the position I'm in right now because truthfully I feel that I'm stuck in a place where I'm not going forwards or even backwards, no movement at all and sadly I do not like this feeling at all.


Ahhh the rantings of a kid stuck in between books is seriously fucked up in so many ways.

~PEACE

XoXo

Music the best thing on Earth

Too short

I've been living this life for more than 22 years and though I may not be a person whose an expert about matters regarding how life should be and all since I've still got a long way to go but everyone have their own experiences and lessons in life that they learn even though it may be a short time being here on Earth.

So here I am, a girl whose been here for 22 years, telling her share of experiences that she has learnt and one important lesson in life is the fact that life is too short to be taken so lightly.

I've seen death come at time's when one doesn't expect it, I've seen and felt the agony, the pain and the regrets on the faces of the people left behind.

The relationships that should have been saved, the love for a person that wasn't express, words spoken that shouldn't have been uttered, wishing that time was a little more lenient, these were the very thoughts that passed through me when I lost people I loved and cared the most in this life and I know many other people as well would have had the same similar mindset if they have lost someone in their lives.

It took a long time for me to finally find the peace that I wanted and when I did I realized that God made sure I learnt something from it;

"Life is too short to be spend on things that are not meant to take much of your time. Life means to Live, to breathe, to smile, to love, to cherish relationships, to care and to make sure that every moment is a moment that takes your breathe away. Regrets shouldn't be in the lime light of our lives. So smile at things that makes you smile, laugh out loud if you want to, love without being afraid even if that person doesn't love you back; cherish those relationships that should never be broken, show people that you care, make every moment you have in this life a beautiful story that can never be forgotten; for always remember that life is too short".

-XoXo

On a foggy November day

                                           

Hey guys, been a long time since I've last updated my blog right? Sorry about that, my projects have been piling up and I had to finish it by last month which I thankfully did but professors love giving us more work and in the end we've got another load of projects that need to be done by this 19th and got to say it sucks especially when you finally thought that all the running would finally end.
Anyway, enough of talking about projects and shit, I might end up freaking out like a small kid by thinking of them right now, so onward march with the topic for today.
Last Saturday was my friend's advance birthday bash and we ended up going to Sohra aka Cherapunjee (the rainiest place on Earth)and that ended being a big photo session because the 'Birthday Girl' wanted to take tonnes of pictures and well this is the outcome; the photo session 'On a Foggy November Day'.

 

  

 

Missing you

Six years has passed yet it still feels like it was only yesterday since you've left,
Life is short but taken for granted so many times.
Every single day after you left, an emptiness can be felt,
I try so hard to smile; telling myself I'm alright.

The scars being forever present but can never be seen,
Never realizing once that the time on earth was precious.
Words that shouldn't have been spoken keep haunting me every day,
The words that should have been conveyed are now nothing but regrets.

Moments we've shared, the memories we've made are treasures that mean the world to me,
The mask I had on for so long, is slowly breaking off.
The words you spoke, the things you've taught, reminds me how much you loved me,
The dreams you had for me, the hand that never let me go, makes me realize how you cared.

Words can't expressed how much you mean to me,
Time has made sure to go on and make me realize many things through the years.
The bond we share can never be broken, in my heart you'll always be there,
Though it's hard your not here, I know your up there watching over me.

Though six years has passed; and each day is slowly passing by,
Know that since the day you've left I've been missing you.

-Iba. R.

[Dedicated to my dad, wherever you are know I miss you RIP]

When I was a teenager :P

An old picture that I found and realized that I've been experimenting with many hairstyles but this was the one that I love the most.