Thursday, March 22, 2012

A little clearing up

I need to clarify a few things about the two entries that I wrote earlier i.e., Goodbye My Love and Officially Over You;
Firstly, I wrote it purely out of imagination, there's no story behind it, I was just wrote it down when I was sitting in class and thought of various scenarios and it ended up being a poem( in some why or the other)
Secondly, I'am not sentimental fool or an emotional idiot. Don't think am an emo!! (Well, I was earlier but not now!)
That's all I need to clarify about, hope you get my drift!

DO NOT COPY, BORROW OR STEAL!!! XD

Officially Over You

Closed my eyes and had a dream about you,
I though this was over but why do I keep seeing your face?
I told myself countless times that what we've had is gone
But why doesn't it seem like it isn't?
I threw away all those memories we've shared together
But why do they keep coming back?
Isn't it over the last time I checked?
Weren't you the one who said that this has ended?
I gave my heart to you, yet you threw it away like a used towel,
Now, you've come back to my life asking the key to my heart.
I close my eyes and wish that it was all a dream,
Thinking and wishing that whatever in the past was just an illusion;
But I think I would be lying to myself again with such lies.
Reality is hard and I think its time to officially let you go,
Such feelings for you shouldn't be felt again by me,
Am not for you and your not for me,
So goodbye to you and the love I thought we shared,
Am officially over you.

Goodbye My Love

Sitting on the bed, looking around the room
My bags are packed, all in the corner of the room
Am smiling like a fool, thinking about the moments we've shared in this small world of ours.
We had our ups and downs,
Acting like love struck fools all the while,
But somehow both of us knew it would come to an end soon.
I remember the picture we took when we first started out as you and me,
Weird how both of us change in so little time, or is it me alone who still thinks that the time we shared was too little?
I take a whiff of your aftershave before I leave wondering when can I smell it again, or will it be the last thing that reminds me of you?
I slowly glance at the watch and realized my time to leave has finally come,
Am leaving the small world we've both shared for the past two years,
Though I know I've outstayed my welcome, it was good to see glimpse of our world again,
Letting me remember all the memories we've made together.
Though you left me alone, I know your smiling up there and taking care of me in your own special way,
As I take a step towards the door, I say a little prayer that I wish you can hear,
"Know that I'll love you even though your gone and not by my side, I just hope that wherever you are now, you've finally found peace.
So goodbye my love, until the next life time we meet again".
As I slowly close the door to the world we've shared,
A smile that you love the most is present,
The chapter of us has finally come to a close.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Life of a Law Student Part 1

Things that need to be known in case if anyone wants to be a lawyer, this is just a compiliation of what I have learnt for the past three years of being a law student and more will be added (Yeah, I still got another two years to study, bloody hell).
Anyway, on ward march with the topic XD

1. You get less sleep, and I mean it!! You become an insomniac, walking around the class like a freaking zombie alien who just landed on Earth. 

2. You learn the unique gift to keep quiet and keep on listening to what people talk even if it is utter non sense, which is called 'The zoning out technique with the signature nod nod of the head to show you are listening' (Not that am regretting learning it XD)

3. Anger management under control. Weird right? Yeah even I though so too, but yeah you tend to control your anger in soooo many ways, mainly the sentence 'Am gonna sue you when I get out of here B****!!You better watch out!!' Would keep on going on your head and thus you learn to pacify yourself.

4. Assignments has a new definition in Law, it literally means 'KILL THE TIME WITH WRITING'. You practically have to write a lot if your doing your assignments which equals to the reason why the lack of sleep. 

5. NO.SOCIAL.LIFE!!! Yes, you won't have a social life which you would be admirable of!! 

6. YOUR WORLD IS FILLED WITH ONLY TWO COLOURS!! YOU GOT IT!! BLACK AND WHITE!

7. You usually stick to people who study the same thing with you, WHY?? Cause after sometime you learn to speak in a language which only law students would understand.

8. You crack jokes which ordinary people would think it was a lame joke but I got to say when you crack it with your fellow 'Law' friends it would be the most funniest thing on Earth. (Seriously don't ask me why it's like this, even I don't have an answer to it)

9. You get toned arm muslces after a while, why??? Cause you carry heavy and thick books everyday 

10. You practically become A PRO AT LYING after five years!!The reason,You learn to give the most smoothest lie to the proffessors just to get attendance.

11. You learn the art of being patient with people, yeap, being a law student you learn it very well!! 

12. You get to bully your friends in sooo many ways!!! (Friends who have no idea about law i.e.*inserts evil smirk* hehehe XD)

13. Your memory would get worst and worst, Why? Try to remember more than 20 cases of each law subject and tell me if anyone can do it!!

14. The art of giving a poker face is learnt by each one of us. We are Pro's at Poker faces!! XD

15. You tend to become a little sadistic especially to people who you hate.(Yeah we can't help it, our evil side needs to come out sometimes right???)

Well, that's enough I guess for now, even though you might think there's a lot of downside of being a law student I kinda love it, cause I got good friends to keep me company and to suffer along with me for another two years *inserts evil laugh* I'AM NOT ALONE IN THIS SHIT XD (Yeah my sadistic side is taking over me now XD)
Anyway me gotta goes, my labour law assignment social life is calling me to spend time with it as well.
Bye Bye
-Xoxo

Friday, March 16, 2012

Smile, Dream, Laugh

In this life each one of us has to go through many obstacles, each different yet difficult to be faced alone. We learn many things in the short time we have here and yet some of us don't appreciate whatever God has blessed us with in our lives, we tend to nag and compliant that what we have isn't enough and that what we have should be more and that we deserve to get better things in life, I was usually like that to be honest but I have learnt alot through the past few years of being here and am still learning.

I remembered a certain lesson that life taught me, when I was young there were many instances that I wish I regretted for being born and wished I could fade away each day but God had other and better plans for me, somehow God showed me that he cared for me and that no matter what happens in life be it good or bad I should smile, smile at the things I have, smile for the good things that will happen and that have happened.
Even though I might be going through the most difficult times in life, I know that after the storm I would get to see the most beautiful scenery. I learnt that whatever God has put me through in life is to make me stronger and to shape me into the person who would understand though I make my own plans in life, the steps that I take are directed by God alone.

I also learn that one must always keep dreaming even though it may seem impossible, keep dreaming and keep having faith on God and yourself. People may laugh at our so called impossible dreams but you shouldn't lose hope, why?? Cause no matter what as long as you have faith in yourself, never losing sight on your dreams and always remembering that God is always by your side, you could always achieve the impossible. Though there are times when you feel that it's not possible then maybe there's a reason why it is so, maybe it's not happening cause God has some thing better else planned for you that's better than what you have right now. If you feel that your lost pray and ask God to show you a sign to help you decide whether the path your about to take is what he wants you to take or not. You might wonder what kind of signs am talking about, well signs can be anything to be exact, it can be in the form an act, the form of a conversation it can be anything from the most simplest and smallest things but once you ask God to help you he would certainly show you the path in which you would understand to take, God doesn't make things complicated in life its just how we see it. So dream and make sure you fight for the dream you cherish.
Smile, Dream, Laugh and learn to look at a positive outlook, even if life throws you problems were you wished that you could fade away there's a reason why you have to go through such problems, you may never know what you will gain after it, it can be a learning experience, a lesson learnt, an experience where you stand in awe of God's greatness or a chance to realize that each of our existence is a miracle, a gift that is bestowed on us by God.

Enjoy each moment of what God has given us in this life, even the bad one's for I assure you after a period of time everything will be alright, even if it doesn't seem like it never lose your faith and hope in God he will definitely show the way in some form or another.
Smile, Dream and Laugh life is too short to keep on thinking about the sad things that happened in life, each morning is a miracle that happens, we get another day to enjoy and learn things, to make a difference in life and to brighten each other's life.

-xoxo


Tuesday, March 13, 2012

:|

Am getting crazy day by day, guess the effects of being a law student eh? o.O
Got the most irritating teacher in my life, for the past 15yrs of being a student I got to say he's one teacher that would easily tick me off with just his stupid and nonsensical blabbering, there was incident that I would never fail to forget and that is when he called each of us in class as donkeys since we didn't bother to answer the questions he was throwing every where, after the sucky class of his me (being the weird person as I already am) and a another group of friends of mine who were sitting behind me started braying like donkeys, (yeah we are stupid but can you blame us???) we decided to talk to each other with braying sounds during his class, truth be told we did it today and he acted like he didn't hear us at all and told us that the back benchers are making some noise which sounded really weird to him, like seriously was that guy even acting like he's deaf? And the next thing we know he ended up talking once again about how society is, I seriously think he has a severe case of alzheimer's disease, he doesn't know when to stop talking.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

For the love of apple!!!

The name of the post itself is enough to make you guys understand that my obsession to get an apple mac book is getting worst day by day. Seriously I never thought that my desire to get a mac book pro would get out of hand since I was never into techie stuff!!
Have I lost my mind right now? Yes, apparently I have lost my mind to the Apply world and its other dimensions hahahahaha XD
I wish I could get it cause of a few things though, need it for my indie videos and music, yeah I've finally got into the music stream again and am planning to let it run its course right now. Weird as it may seems, I got more interest in making music rather than learning law (Yeah people, am not a nerd who would want to spent my entire existence in studying something completely complicated and logical, I love being my illogical me!! heheheh XD)
Anyway, let's hope for the best and hope God almighty listens to my plea to own a mac book SOON! XD