The wonder years ♥ ♥

To many people in my friends circle they have never seen my childhood pictures but have constantly kept begging me to upload it especially Evangeline, Ramya and Laskhana so lo' and behold people I officially I'm showing these photos for the first time! Hope you like it and if you don't bleh :| I seriously don't mind :P

Oh yeah I've been a tomboy since the day I was born and I still I'm, and yes I look bratty because I was one brat :P

The forgotten friend

How long has it been since we last saw each other?

How long has it been since we last talked face to face? 

Was it a year back or was 3 years ago?

I still remember the times were we would laugh at each other,

Spent time like there was no tomorrow,

Making promises of being friends forever. 

But time passed us by,

You got busy in your life and me in mine. 

Though we kept in touch through the years,

A small message of Hello, How are you were the only words we would say,

From long conversations, now it's all a formality.

The silent promises have seem to be forgotten,

The tears and laughter has died down,

The memories made and shared together are but a book covered in dust in the corner of the room,

The bond that we believe would be forever, broken over a small thing.

Time has passed by so fast, it's almost 10 years,

I still remember you as the best friend you were,

The fights we had, the inside jokes we shared, 

Are now all but a distant memory of the good old days together.

I smile at the friendship we shared,

It was truly one of a kind.

And as I lay down the bouquet of lillies on the gravestone,

Know that you were never forgotten but deeply missed.

-Iba.R.

[TO BE NOTED: Please read it along with the music being played in the background http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anicaKGED00]

Boredom leads to.....

Yes, people I'm stuck at home from today to 2nd September, no classes and so when I'm bored and jobless this happens :P

When Circle lens attack me :O

A belated birthday gift was given to me and it was these circle lenses from a friend when he went to Seoul last month and I don't know whether it suits me or not. But who cares!! lol XD

I love the colour he choose so yaaiiee my eyes :P

By the way, seems I look like a kid in these pictures to my friends. Don't know what the hell they are thinking because I don't consider it! :P

On a foggy day in Shillong ♥

Where Heaven and Earth meets.

Dew drops on a foggy Sunday I

Dew drops on a foggy Sunday II

 

Dew drops with a cobweb design ^.^

BIGBANG HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY!!

I'm proud of the fact that I listen to BIGBANG and for six years they have gone through alot personally and musically and each time they come back they come back stronger than ever showing that they would not be defeated no matter what life throws them and this is another fact that I'm proud to be called a VIP. 

I wish that they keep on making wonderful music that inspires many people and that they would stay together for infinity!! HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY BIGBANG!! 

A Birthday wish

Another year has passed,
Another round to blow out the candles has come.

The Birthday song being sung behind the background,
The laughter and the memories that comes along with it.

Wishes of happy birthday being constantly passed around by loved one's,
Gifts being given and wishes of living a long life being whispered.

And on such a special day, all I have is a birthday wish,
A wish that you would have a wonderful year ahead,
Were all your dreams would come true.

To shine as the star you are,
To live a life were you keep being an inspiration to others,
To have the strength to smile all the way through the obstacles life gives you.

To fight for what you believe in,
To keep having faith in God and yourself,
And to always live life to the fullest every moment.

All I have is this birthday wish,
So happy birthday to you.


-Iba. R.

[Dedicated to Kwon Jiyong, the person who made me start writing again after 3 years, the person who is an everyday inspiration to me  :), HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY KWON LEADER! You deserve this!! :)]

A little bit of me time :D

The best scene after a long tortuous day.....

Every past is a beautiful story, when you look back at it, it is to remind you how much you've gone through & how you made it out successfully. So smile and breathe, if you can do it before you can do it again, always remember your a strong person.

- Iba. R.

My past, my lessons.

In my life, I've had my ups and downs and I still do but that doesn't mean that I never regretted it once. Yes, there were times I regretted what I did and wished I had another chance to make it right, heck everyone feels the same way right? At times I feel so confused when I think what I did in the past, because I know each one of us has a past we are not proud of, there are always skeletons in our closets that we wish to hide from ourselves and from others.

I don't know about you, but I have slowly learnt to accept that my past is my past and if I can't accept and face it nobody and I mean nobody will accept it. So I guess in simple words I learn to suck it up and make peace with it, but that doesn't mean just because I learnt to suck it up I'm matured and have grown, heck, I don't think so!  I'm still a kid in so many ways, I'm still careless, young and free and in many ways and I lack the mind of a 'so-called' matured and grown individual (just because I turned 22 people think I automatically have this mindset now).

Yes, though I have learnt my lessons from the past but that doesn't mean I have learnt all the lessons that life has to teach me, so no I don't think I'm matured, yes I mastered the art of trying to make peace with my past and not have regrets but there are still many things I'm a *blank* sheet in.

So PEACE people, live life to the fullest, act young wild and free even if you think you've "grown and matured" because to be honest, all of us has a long way to go before we understand life, for everyday and every moment we live is a learning experience that we need to learn while we're still alive.


-XOXO

Am mean and proud?? Okayyy o.O

One of the weirdest thing I can never stop hearing from people is that I'm mean and proud, I really don't understand why people think so though. If I don't talk to you any more because you changed and I know you don't like me being myself around you, how the hell should I keep talking to you? I don't want to keep pretending someone I'm not, I know its stupid but the friendship I thought was deeper than that but guess I was wrong. So yeah, I don't understand why do people keep commenting that I changed when your the first one to change. I didn't change for everyone's information I just woke up and smelled the roses and realized that people who you think you know change and you can't help it. Life still goes on though.
So PEACE to all people who thought I changed, I'm happy with such a mindset you have of me, because in the end of the day you should realize I didn't change but rather it was you.