In my life, I've had my ups and downs and I still do but that doesn't mean that I never regretted it once. Yes, there were times I regretted what I did and wished I had another chance to make it right, heck everyone feels the same way right? At times I feel so confused when I think what I did in the past, because I know each one of us has a past we are not proud of, there are always skeletons in our closets that we wish to hide from ourselves and from others.
I don't know about you, but I have slowly learnt to accept that my past is my past and if I can't accept and face it nobody and I mean nobody will accept it. So I guess in simple words I learn to suck it up and make peace with it, but that doesn't mean just because I learnt to suck it up I'm matured and have grown, heck, I don't think so! I'm still a kid in so many ways, I'm still careless, young and free and in many ways and I lack the mind of a 'so-called' matured and grown individual (just because I turned 22 people think I automatically have this mindset now).
Yes, though I have learnt my lessons from the past but that doesn't mean I have learnt all the lessons that life has to teach me, so no I don't think I'm matured, yes I mastered the art of trying to make peace with my past and not have regrets but there are still many things I'm a *blank* sheet in.
So PEACE people, live life to the fullest, act young wild and free even if you think you've "grown and matured" because to be honest, all of us has a long way to go before we understand life, for everyday and every moment we live is a learning experience that we need to learn while we're still alive.
-XOXO
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