One year and a half and I'll be done with studying law and the thought of what will happen after that scares me. I don't think I'm alone with such thoughts because I know many of us think about what will happen when a certain chapter of life is almost at its end.
Whenever I meet people they would ask me this question, which sometimes I don't know what to tell them. It's weird when people assume I'm going to continue to pursue my masters in Law even without asking me first. I've been thinking so hard for the past few years after starting law school about what career path I should choose after it and I would always end up being stuck with a big question mark in my mind because honestly I don't even know what should I do. Even if I finally have a mindset on what I want to do I end up being so insecure and be fill with so much doubts (yeah, I over think things) that I always end up where I started from which is the question mark going round my mind.
I honestly didn't know that being a University student sucks! When we were kids we always knew we had a path to follow which is from kindergarden to primary school, from primary school to high school and from high school is either college or in my case direct to a University which from then you don't know what else to do (in my case, I've got a mom who keeps telling me to choose whatever I want and because of that I always end up being like a lost puppy who doesn't know what to do!) .
Friends and seniors all decided on what to do and trust me its all based on law, which I think it's good since they know where they are going but then there's me, the kid whose still confused even though I'm already in my fourth year.
Ahhh, the circle of insecurities that can never stop in a student's life.
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